Hate myself as I am now...am disgusting and ugly and fat...on my way to perfect from tomorrow(today actually ;)) AND successfully this time. will prove am not that hopeless you all consider me to be.

Forcing to cheer up

Well, yesterday wasn't that bad either, must say. Thankfully quite a lot to do these days: must pack up all my things now as am moving flats tomorrow morning and I'm finishing classes today at 10pm or later... Ate yesterday two apples. Am doing perfectly well! :)

Not a crappy day at all. Swiming was enjoyable, school- a lot of fun and then had even tea in cafe with my friend. Had a really nice chat, and am home now, will go to sleep. Oh, almost forgot: ate today- 2 apples. Perfect :)

Woke up at 9:30, quite a dreary mood. Had coffee and cigarette. A little better. Will dress up and go to the city office to make an application for the new ID I was stolen 3 months ago :) Then the swimming pool. I WILL GO. Plus the classes in the evening. Cheer up, that doesn't make a crappy day at all, Joss ;)

About me

Hi, I'm Joss. I'm on my way to become perfect again. To look perfect, precisely saying.

I live in Poland at the time, in a city known here as the most artistic and evenful one, especially for university students. A good bit of exagerration, I'd call this. Can't understand what's all the fuss about, as I find it dull and gloomy, this city. And the artism is only for show. Am close to detesting it, to be honest. Anyway, I must put it up for 4 1/2 months, and I'm trying to make it more bearable for me. I'm moving to better flat in 3 days, that's something. Yesterday I started dieting- this, together with the acting classes(I'm in acting school) is going to fill my empty days here.
That's enough to say fo now, I guess. Am starting with writing blog.